WE HAVE A GREAT G=D

NEARLY TWENTY YEARS AGO FOR ROSH HASHANA
I WENT TO UMAN.
I WANTED TO SEE WHAT IT WAS ALL ABOUT.
AT THAT TIME THERE WERE NOT EVEN 5000 PEOPLE
THERE FOR ROSH HASHANA.

ONE DAY A MAN DRESSED ALL IN WHITE GOT UP ON A TABLE
AND STARTED SHOUTING:
" WE HAVE GOT A GREAT G=D
WE HAVE GOT A GREAT G=D! ! "
I ASKED HIM WHY.
HE SAID ," I WAS BORN AND LIVED IN UMAN
WHEN THE GERMANS CAME, THEY  MADE US DIG A BIG HOLE
AND SHOT US ALL INTO THE HOLE.

I WAS ALSO SHOT AND FELL INTO THE HOLE.
I THOUGHT I WAS DEAD EVEN THOUGH I COULD MOVE,
I THOUGHT ALL DEAD PEOPLE COULD MOVE
I NEVER KNEW WHAT DEAD WAS,
AFTER A WHILE I  REALISED THAT THE GERMANS HAD
MISSED AND I WAS ALIVE.
I GOT OUT OF THE HOLE AND I AM HERE TODAY TO TELL THE TALE.

IF OUR G=D CAN SHOW THAT AFTER SUCH A DESTRUCTION,
5000 PEOPLE CAN COME TO UMAN FOR ROSH  HASHANA
THEN WE HAVE A GREAT G=D ! !
WHEN I SEE TODAY ON  THE INTERNET
THE REBUILDING OF PAST CHASSDIC HOUSES AND
100,000 TORAH LEARNING JEWS BY THE FUNERAL OF RABBI FINKEL
WE HAVE A GREAT GREAT G=D! ! .

LONELINESS AND ISOLATION

I HAVE TO START BY TELLING YOU, THAT EVERY STORY I WRITE ARE NOT FANTASY BUT TRUE.
A FEW YEARS AGO I WAS VERY DOWN.
ONE FRIDAY NIGHT I DID NOT LET IT EFFECT MY FAMILY.
AFTER EATING, I WENT TO BED AND AS I WAS LYING IN BED,
I WAS THINKING A LOT ABOUT MY LIFE,
THE ISOLATION OF PEOPLE NOT UNDERSTANDING ME AND THE LONELINESS THIS BROUGHT.

I DREAMT  THAT THE BEIS YISROEL  Z.L.,
MY RABBI, I MET HIM IN MY DREAM AND TOLD HIM THAT I HAVE NO FRIENDS,
PEOPLE I THOUGHT, WERE MY FRIENDS, AS SOON AS THEY DID  NOT LIKE THINGS I DID.
DIDN'T EVEN WANT AN EXPLANATION  OR TO DEBATE IF I WAS RIGHT OR WRONG,
STOPPED TALKING TO ME INSULTED ME ETC,ETC,
THE REBBE TOLD ME TO MAKE G=D YOUR FRIEND.
WHICH I DID, I TRAINED MY IMAGINATION TO THINK THAT THE RIBONO SHEL OLAM WAS STANDING NEXT TO ME AND
I USED TO TALK TO HIM ABOUT ALL MY PROBLEMS.

IF I WAS SITTING IN A SHIUR AND DID NOT UNDERSTAND SOMETHING, 
I USED TO TURN TO MY GOOD FRIEND TO OPEN MY MIND.
THE SAME WAS IF I COULD NOT UNDERSTAND SOMETHING GOING WRONG ON THE LAPTOP, ETC,ETC,
I ALWAYS TURNED TO MY BEST FRIEND, WHO ACCEPTED ME IN MY CIRCUMSTANCES,WHAT EVER I DID.

TODAY I HAVE NO PROBLEMS IN UNDERSTANDING EVERYTHING, I JUST TURN TO MY BEST FRIEND AND HE HELPS ME.

ONE SHABBOS MORNING I WAS WALKING IN STAMFORD HILL ON MY WAY TO DAVEN .
A FEW GOYIM WERE COMING OPPOSITE ME, THEY HAD TWO BIG DOGS WITH THEM.
THEY RELEASED THE DOGS AND TOLD THEM TO ATTACK ME.
I TURNED TO MY TRUSTWORTHY FRIEND, WHAT DO I DO ?
THE DOGS CAME WITHIN TWO FEET OF ME WENT QUIET STOPPED BARKING.
THE GOYIM TRIED TO ENCOURAGE THEM TO ATTACK ME BUT THEY WOULD NOT MOVE.
YOU DO NOT HAVE TO BELIEVE ME YOU CAN ALL TRY IT.

TORAH

THE TORAH IS THE BOOK WHICH TELLS US WHAT G=D WANTS, FROM THE HUMAN RACE AND THE PURPOSE OF THIS WORLD.
ONLY JEWS , AS IS WRITTEN IN THE TORAH ON MOUNT SINAI WERE THE CHOSEN PEOPLE ,( I DO NOT KNOW WHY ),
HAVE A COMMITMENT FROM G=D,TO KEEP THE 613 MITZVOS WRITTEN IN THE TORAH.

BUT EVERYBODY HAS A COMMITMENT, TO BELIEVE THAT THE WORLD IS G=D'S AND HE WANTS US TO LIVE A LIFE OF BELIEVING .
BUT THE HUMAN RACE, JEWS AND NON JEWS, WANT SECURITY AND CAN NOT BELIEVE IN SOMETHING THEY CANT SEE.
AND THE MORE WE TRY TO MAKE OUR LIFE SECURE IN COUNTRIES, MONEY,ETC.ETC,
HE CAUSES DISASTERS IN THE WORLD,EARTH QUAKES AND TSUNAMIS THE MONEY MARKET COLLAPSING.
COMPANIES GO BUST AND OUR SECURITY. OF EMPLOYMENT GOES DOWN THE DRAIN.

WE HAVE TO RETURN TO BELIEVING IN G=D AND SAYING A LITTLE PRAYER AND THANKING HIM EVERY DAY.
THAT'S WHAT JEWISH LIFE AND NON JEWISH LIFE IS ALL ABOUT.
BY HOOK OR BY CROOK G=D WILL MAKE US SEE IN THE END THAT THERE IS NO RELIABILITY ONLY TO BELIEVE.
THAT'S THE TEST OF LIFE FOR EVERYONE.