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Friday 5 August 2011

LONELINESS AND ISOLATION

I HAVE TO START BY TELLING YOU, THAT EVERY STORY I WRITE ARE NOT FANTASY BUT TRUE.
A FEW YEARS AGO I WAS VERY DOWN.

ONE FRIDAY NIGHT I DID NOT LET IT EFFECT MY FAMILY.
AFTER EATING, I WENT TO BED AND AS I WAS LYING IN BED,
I WAS THINKING A LOT ABOUT MY LIFE,
THE ISOLATION OF PEOPLE NOT UNDERSTANDING ME AND THE LONELINESS THIS BROUGHT.

I DREAMT  THAT THE BEIS YISROEL  Z.L.,
MY RABBI, I MET HIM IN MY DREAM AND TOLD HIM THAT I HAVE NO FRIENDS,
PEOPLE I THOUGHT, WERE MY FRIENDS, AS SOON AS THEY DID  NOT LIKE THINGS I DID.
DIDN'T EVEN WANT AN EXPLANATION  OR TO DEBATE IF I WAS RIGHT OR WRONG,
STOPPED TALKING TO ME INSULTED ME ETC,ETC,
THE REBBE TOLD ME TO MAKE G=D YOUR FRIEND.
WHICH I DID, I TRAINED MY IMAGINATION TO THINK THAT THE RIBONO SHEL OLAM WAS STANDING NEXT TO ME AND
I USED TO TALK TO HIM ABOUT ALL MY PROBLEMS.

IF I WAS SITTING IN A SHIUR AND DID NOT UNDERSTAND SOMETHING, 
I USED TO TURN TO MY GOOD FRIEND TO OPEN MY MIND.
THE SAME WAS IF I COULD NOT UNDERSTAND SOMETHING GOING WRONG ON THE LAPTOP, ETC,ETC,
I ALWAYS TURNED TO MY BEST FRIEND, WHO ACCEPTED ME IN MY CIRCUMSTANCES,WHAT EVER I DID.

TODAY I HAVE NO PROBLEMS IN UNDERSTANDING EVERYTHING, I JUST TURN TO MY BEST FRIEND AND HE HELPS ME.

ONE SHABBOS MORNING I WAS WALKING IN STAMFORD HILL ON MY WAY TO DAVEN .
A FEW GOYIM WERE COMING OPPOSITE ME, THEY HAD TWO BIG DOGS WITH THEM.
THEY RELEASED THE DOGS AND TOLD THEM TO ATTACK ME.
I TURNED TO MY TRUSTWORTHY FRIEND, WHAT DO I DO ?
THE DOGS CAME WITHIN TWO FEET OF ME WENT QUIET STOPPED BARKING.
THE GOYIM TRIED TO ENCOURAGE THEM TO ATTACK ME BUT THEY WOULD NOT MOVE.
YOU DO NOT HAVE TO BELIEVE ME YOU CAN ALL TRY IT.

13 comments:

Anonymous said...

The dogs must have thought you were one of their kind!

gaby lock said...

MAKE A JOKE OUT OF EVERYTHING
BELIVE IN PEOPLE
AND WE END UP WITH ONE OF THEM DEAD
THIS THE YATZER HORA OF TO DAY NOT TO BELIVE IN G=D BUT PEOPLE
GABY LOCK

Anonymous said...

learn how to spell believe.

gaby lock said...

SPELLING DOES NOT MATTER
WHEN THEY TEXT THEY DO NOT CARE ABOUT SPELLING
THE POINT IS TO GET THE MESSAGE
YOU DO NOT WANT THE MESSAGE
YOU BELONG IN THE PAST

Anonymous said...

You dont even belong in the present. Youre no different to the illiterates rioting in Tottenham.

Kofer said...

Why worship a God who listens to a Man afraid of a dog but doesn't care about six million Jews praying to him not to get killed?

gaby lock said...

GOOD QUESTION.
I DO NOT KNOW THE ANSWER.
BUT BECAUSE I DO NOT KNOW THE ANSWER
DOES NOT MEAN THAT THERE IS NO G=D.

Anonymous said...

So its not only spelling you dont know. Is there anything you do.

Kofer said...

"BUT BECAUSE I DO NOT KNOW THE ANSWER
DOES NOT MEAN THAT THERE IS NO G=D."

True. But what it does suggest is that even if a God does exist, he is not worthy of our worship.

GABY LOCK said...

THAT IS UP TO YOU
DO NOT TELL ME WHAT TO DO

Anonymous said...

No one tells you what to do only the TV stations. They are your god and to them you worship. Anything for publicity. You sell your soul to the highest bidder and the devil. Then you come on here and talk about god. Who are you trying to fool. God of course. Your god gets fooled very easily. Lucky the rest of us dont have him.

Kofer said...

"THAT IS UP TO YOU
DO NOT TELL ME WHAT TO DO"

You are the one telling us what to do, you're dictating us what we are allowed to eat, and that we should pray, and that we must not be secular. I've got that same right to point out that it's all bullshit.

GABY LOCK said...

THERE IS PLENTY OF LIFE IN BULLSHIT
ARE YOU JEWISH JUST BY BIRTH
OR ARE YOU JEWISH LIKE ME BY BEING RELIGIOUS