I try to explain this to people but they do not understand we have had an extraordinary life together when you love one another
but the other side of the coin is that it makes it harder when they are gone
There are so many memories that I can no longer share, which makes life very difficult.
When it comes right down to it, you're in it alone. Each day is different, and you get up, put one foot in front of the other.
and put your love into loving hashem.