MY LETTER TO HASHEM

DEAR HASHEM I DO NOT KNOW WHAT TO DO I DO NOT KNOW WHICH WAY TO TURN PLEASE HELP ME I AM NOT ASHAMED TO WRITE THIS OPEN LETTER TO YOU
I AM COMING UP TO ONE YEAR AND THREE MONTHS OF LOSING MY DEAR WIFE TIKWAH A.H.
I AM LOOKING FOR A PERSON WHO WILL HAVE ONE POINT OF MY DEAR WIFE TRUTH BECAUSE THAT BROUGHT US TRUE  LOVE
SOME PEOPLE TELL YOU, THAT YOU MUST GO DRESSED VERY NICELY AND  COMB YOUR HAIR YOUR ETC,ETC,
IF YOU DO THAT,
THE SECOND ONE COMES TO YOU AND SAYS YOU ARE A SHIGETZ YOU ARE JUST TRYING TO ATTRACT THE OPPOSITE SEX
YOU CAN NOT PLEASE ALL THE PEOPLE AND I DO NOT WANT TOO
I JUST WANT TO FIND A PARTNER TO SPEND TIME WITH  THEM AND BE COMPLETELY HONEST WITH HER AND SHE SHOULD BE COMPLETELY HONEST WITH ME.
IF SHE DOES NOT LIKE SOMETHING IN ME SHE WILL TELL ME AND TOGETHER WE WILL TRY TO CHANGE IT LIKE I DID WITH MY WIFE TIKWAH A.H.
BUT IF I DO NOT LIKE SOMETHING IN HER SHE WILL CHANGE IT THIS BRINGS TRUE LOVE
AND TEACHES YOU TO LOVE HASHEM
BUT HASHEM THERE IS A PROBLEM BY OUR FRUM ORTHODOX YIDEN THEY DO NOT TALK THE TRUTH. THERE WHOLE LIFE IS MAKING AN IMPRESSIONS ONE ON THE OTHER.
THEY BUY THINGS GO ON HOLIDAY DRESS THE CHILDREN MAKE WEDDINGS  ALL TO IMPRESS THE NEIGHBOUR OR FRIENDS WHAT A LOAD OF RUBBISH
G-D I JUST WANT SOME ONE TO LOVE ME AND I SHOULD LOVE THEM MAYBE I WILL GET BACK TO A BIT LIKE I LOVED MY WIFE TIKWAH A.H.
THEN I WILL BE ABLE TO PRAY AND LOVE YOU LIKE I USED TO

MY QUESTION

I DO NOT UNDERSTAND WHY SO MANY PEOPLE ON MY BLOG COMMENTS AND I SEE THIS ON ALL THE BLOGS PEOPLE DO NOT GIVE THERE NAME ( OR REAL NAME )
IF YOU GIVE YOUR NAME TO THE OPINIONS YOU HAVE
YOU HAVE A DEFINITE CHANCE OF BEING SUCCESSFUL AND THAT YOU OPINION IS HEARD LOOK IN TO HISTORY
PEOPLE IN LIFE HAVE TO LEARN TO SAY THERE OPINION THE SAME IS IN PRIVATE FAMILY AND MARITAL RELATIONSHIP
IF YOU CAN NOT SAY YOUR NAME IT SHOWS A WEAKNESS IN YOU AND YOUR OPINION.
HOW EVER CONTROVERSIAL YOUR OPINION IS IT HAS NO VALUE
A NAME IS VERY IMPORTANT THE TORAH SPENDS SUCH A LOT OF TIME AND SPACE TO TELL YOU THE NAMES OF PEOPLE
I HAVE TALKED WITH A LOT PEOPLE WHO SURVIVED THE SECOND WORLD WAR THEY TOLD ME THE WORST TIME IN THE CONCENTRATION CAMPS WAS WHEN THEY TOOK AWAY YOUR NAME AND STAMPED ON YOU A NUMBER IT TOOK AWAY THE WHOLE YOU.
I BEG PEOPLE USE YOUR NAME WHAT EVER YOUR OPINION WITHOUT A NAME YOU HAVE NO VALUE