THE PAST

I WAS BY START THE DAY THE TORAH WAY NORTH LONDON
WHICH I GO TO TWICE A WEEK ON FRIDAYS AND SUNDAYS ( I have been going for years )
THE SHIERIM ARE IN ENGLISH AT BIALA BEIS HAMEDRASH
110 CASTLEWOOD ROAD N.15
THE SHIERIM ARE VERY VERY BADLY  ATTENDED
TO DAY SHIER WAS GIVEN BY RABBI BINYOMIN STROH
HE WAS TALKING ABOUT HOW YEARS AGO BEFORE THE WAR YIDDISHKEIT WAS MUCH BETTER
I SAID TO HIM WE HAD VERY BIG GEDOLIM IN TORAH
BUT EDUCATION WISE TO  DAYS GENERATION IS MUCH BETTER
YOU DO NOT GET CHILDREN WHO CAN NOT PRAY IN A סדור
EVERY CHILD IN ISRAEL CAN OPEN UP A סדור AND PRAY TO HASHEM
THE AM HORTZES IGNORANCE BY THE
FRUM IN THE JEWISH RELIGION WAS UNBELIVABLE
EVEN IN THE SMALL TOWNS AND VILAGES BY THE MEN THE RABBONIM DID NOT CARE THAT THEY COULD NOT READ
AND WOMEN WAS EVEN WORSE
THE ORTHODOX RABBONIM DID NOT CARE TO ORGANISE EDUCATION.

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I WENT TO A MEETING ABOUT THE INTERNET IN BELZ 99
BETHUNE ROAD
THE RABBI EXPLAINED THAT IF YOUR MOBILE PHONE HAS WEB CABILITY TO RECOGNISE INTERNET
YOUR PHONE IS NOT  A KOSHER PHONE THAT MEANS IF YOUR PHONE HAS NO SIM CARD TO GET THE INTERNET
BUT  YOUR PHONE CAN GET INTERNET IF YOU CHANGE THE SIM CARD OR COMES IN AN AREA WERE THERE IS WI-FI
EVEN THOUGH YOU HAVE NO CONECTION TO  INTERNET AT THE MOMENT THE PHONE IS NOT A KOSHER PHONE                
   I ASKED A QUESTION
WHY IS THAT NOT THE SAME BY NORMAL  PHONES
OR BY A CAR ETC ETC.
AT THE MOMENT YOU CAN NOT DO BAD
WITH YOUR CAR OR PHONE
BUT A PHONE OR CAR CAN DO OR TALK BAD.
WHY MAY YOU HAVE A PHONE OR CAR.
WHY ARE THEY KOSHER
IF YOU DO NOT UNDERSTAND YOU CAN PHONE ME
07944119448

AN OPEN LIE

RABBI BINYOMIN LOBENSTEIN WRITES AN OPEN LIE IN THE LETTER PAGE OF THE JEWISH TRIBUNE 9 JULY 2015
HE WAS THANKING
YOU ON THE
PROFESSIONAL SUPPLEMENT  WHICH YOU PRODUCED IN SUCH A SHORT TIME AFTER OUR FATHERS PETIRAH
GABY LOCK SAYS YOU HAD A WHOLE WEEK ALSO IN LAST WEEKS JEWISH TRIBUNE YOU WROTE
MR LOBENSTEIN WROTE A BOOK OF HIS MEMOIRS
WHICH IS NOW AT AN ADVANCED STAGE OF READINESS FOR PUBLICATION.

OUR CHILDREN

WHEN I SEE GROWNUPS BEHAVIOUR ONE PERSON TO THE OTHER SPECIALY IN THE ORTHODOX JEWS COMMUNITY THE  BEHAVIOUR IS VERY BAD
I USED TO WONDER DID THIS PERSON GET NO EDUCATION FROM HIS  PARENTS. 
LATELY MORE FRUM PEOPLE HAVE MOVED IN TO MY AREA.
BACKING ON TO MY BACK GARDEN  IS NORFOLK AVENUE.
NUMBER 11 LIVES FAMILY GLUCK AND AT NUMBER 13 LIVES  FAMILY REICHMAN.
I TRIED TO TALK TO THE PARENTS THAT THEY SHOULD TELL THE CHILDREN NOT TO CALL ME NAMES OVER FENCE ETC.ETC.AND BE DISRESPECTTFUL TO ME.
THEY TAKE NO NOTICE OF ME AND THERE CHILDREN CAN DO WHAT THEY LIKE
I LET MY  TEARS DOWN TO G-D MAY HASHEM HELP THEM.
EVERY FOOL CAN HAVE CHILDREN AND WHEN THEY GROW UP UP AND GET MARRIED AND DO NOT KNOW HOW TO LIVE WITH A PARTNER THEY WONDER WHY
I PHONED THE POLICE AND ALSO CONTACTED SOCIAL SERVICE WHO SAID THEY WOULD LOOK IN TO THE MATTER.

G-D MADE THIS WORLD

THIS WORLD WAS MADE BY A POWER ABOVE IT DOSE NOT MATTER WHAT YOU CALL IT.
THIS POWER MADE THE RELATIONSHIP AND RULES WE LIVE IN.
BUT WE ALL HAVE TO ADMIT THAT WE NEED TO LIVE IN THIS WORLD WITH  RELATIONSHIPS AND LOVE SO THAT WE ARE ABLE TO HAVE A RELATIONSHIP AND LOVE WITH G-D.
PRAYING TO G-D BRINGS A NEARNESS TO THE ALMIGHTY AND THATS WHAT
G-D WANTS THAT EVERY PERSON SHOULD KNOW HE NEEDS THE ALMIGHTY.
I KNOW FRUM AND VERY ORTHODOX  JEWS WERE KILLED IN THE WAR BUT THROUGHOUT TIME ANTISEMITISM HAS BEEN INSTRUMENTAL IN KEEPING THE THE JEWISH PEOPLE TOGETHER.
MY BE IF JEWISH PEOPLE DID NOT GET  MARRIED OUT AND DID KEEP THE RULES OF LIFE FROM THE TORAH WE WOULD HAVE LESS ANTISEMITISM.

NOW AND THEN

THERE ARE STORYS FROM GEDOLIM FROM YEARS AGO.
WHEN THEY SAW GOOD BEHAVIOUR EVEN FROM A GOY THEY LERNED FROM IT.
TO DAYS GEDOLIM AND PEOPLE WHAT EVER THEY DO IS GOOD AND PERFECT IN G-D EYES
I HAVE NOT GOT ENOUGH SPACE TO WRITE ALL THE DETAILS.
PEOPLE TO DAY FIND ALWAYS OTHER PEOPLE NOT DOING THE PROPER THING BUT WHEN YOU ARE DEAD EVERY THING CHAGES.
HE WAS SUCH A FANTASTIC PERSON
THE TRUTH IS WHEN HE WAS ALIVE HIS ACTIVITIES AND WAYS OF LIFE DISTURBED YOU.
WHY HAVE I NOT GOT THE GUTS TO DO WHAT HE DOSE
WHEN I TELL PEOPLE THAT MY DEAR WIFE A.H. AND I NEVER TOLD A LIE TO EACH OTHER IN 45 YEARS OF MARRIED LIFE THIS GAVE US A SPIRITUAL LOVE TO EACH OTHER.
IT MADE US IN TO ONE AS THE TORAH SAYS
WHEN LOVEING EACH OTHER ONLY THE THIRD PARTNER IN LIFE G-D CAME IN BETWEEN.
WHEN WE LOVED  WE LOVED G-D.
I AM STILL SO ONE WITH HER THAT I CAN FEEL THE PARTS  OF HER BODY THAT HAVE GONE AND DESOLVED IN TO A HIGHER ELEMENTS WHICH P.G. WHEN I DIE MY BODEY WILL DESOLVE AND JOIN WITH HER IN THESE ELEMENTS.
IF YOU DO NOT UNDERSTAND WHAT I HAVE WRITTEN
YOU CAN PHONE ME ON
07944119448.

WE CHEAT OUR SELVES

I FIND ONE OF THE BIGGEST PROBLEM SPECIALY BY US FRUMERS IS THAT WE THINK BE CAUSE A SON TAKES OVER FROM THE FATHER'S AND FATHERS FATHERS  DOES NOT MEAN HE TAKES OVER THE POWER THE FATHER OR GRANDFATHERS HAD
THESE RABBONIM AND RABBIS HAVE TO KNOW THIS THEY ARE HERE TO KEEP THE ORGANISATION ALIVE AND KEEP PEOPLE IN THE RIGHT WAY OF LIFE
BUT THEY DO NOT HAVE  THE SPIRITUAL LIFE OR POWERS OF THE GRANDFATHERS.

ON THE BUS 76

I COULD NEVER UNDERSTAND WHY IT IS SO IMPORTANT THAT THE RABBONIM WANT US FRUMERS JUST TO GO ON HOLIDAYS WITH OUTHER FRUM JEWS
I SEE HOW  STRONG MY DEAR WIFE  A.H. WAS THAT WE COULD GO ON HOLIDAY WITH 900 NOT ORTHODOX JEWISH PEOPLE
AND WE DID NOT DROP ONE BIT FROM OUR YIDDISHKEIT
THIS MORNING I GOT ON TO A 76 BUS
AT THE NEXT STOP STAMFORD HILL
A FRUM LADY WITH A TECHIL AND A BABY GETS ON SHE ASK THE DRIVER ARE YOU GOING TO DALSTO JUNCTION RIDLEY RD MARKET
THE DRIVER SAYS YES IT IS NOT FAR
SHE GETS ON AND SITS DOWN OPPOSITE  THE BACK DOORS
AND BEGINS TO BREAESST FEED HER BABY
I MADE A POINT OF NOT LOOKING A WAY
THESE KIDS DO NOT UNDERSTAND WHAT BEING A YID IS
THEY WANT AND DO EVERY THING THE GOYIM DO
THEY HAVE NEVER  BEEN TAUGHT REAL TZNEIS
THEY THINK  TZNEIS  IS A TECHIL.
VERY SAD.

MAYOR JULES PIPE

I HAD A RADIO SHOW TWO HOURS A WEEK IT WORKED MOSTLY IN STAMFORD HILL
IT GAVE HACKNEY CHAREIDI JEWISH COMMUNITY A DIFFERENT OUT LOOK TO WHAT WAS GOING ON IN OUR COMMUNITY
PEOPLE COULD AIR THE VIEWS AND PHONE IN THERE OPINION WHAT WAS GOING ON IN OUR COMMUNITY.
THERE IS LOTS OF DICTATORSHIP FROM ALL KINDS OF PEOPLE NOT JUST PEOPLE LIKE JOE WAS IN OUR COMMUNITY.
AS MY STATION WAS SPONSORED BY HACKNEY JOE WENT TO THE THEN MAYOR OF HACKNEY  JULES PIPE
AND TOLD HIM THAT HE SHOULD CLOSE DOWN THE STATION AS I AM AGAINST THE JEWISH PEOPLE
JULES PIPE CAME TO THE STATION TO LISTEN TO MY PROGRAM.
HE TOLD JOE THAT I AM DOING A GOOD JOB AND I AM FIGHTING FOR THE PEOPLE YOU ARE NOT REPRESENTING IN THE JEWISH COMMUNITY

GEDOLIM BYISROEL

WHY DID THE GEDOLIM  BYISROEL NOT ASK  HIM ( JOE  LOBENSTEIN ) WHY HE STOPED RABBI PINTER FOM MAKING
A VOUCHER SYSTEM
OR ASK THE PINTERS
WHAT HAPPENED WITH THE MONEY FROM THE COMERCIAL RD COMMUNITY AND THE ENFIELD CEMETERY
HE WAS ONE OF THOSE WHO DID NOT ALLOW FREE DISCUSSION AT ALL AT THE MEETINGINGS HE ATTENDED
HIS PRINCIPLES AT THE JEWISH TRIBUNE WERE
WILL IT BE GOOD FOR JOE LOBENSTEIN HIS WHOLE LIFE AND AIM IN LIFE WAS
TO PROJECT HIM SELF.
YOU WRITE HE WAS VERY CLOSE WITH RAV SHMELKE PINTER
I ONLY WROTE A FEW OF RAV SHMELKE PINTERS PROJECTS HE SABOTAGED
I DO NOT THINK ON THE OLAM HO'EMESS THEY WILL WORK TOGETHER WHEN YITZCHOK SILKIN  BE CAME EXECUTIVE DIRECTOR OF AGUDA YISROEL OF GREAT BRITAIN.II
THERE WERE A LOT OF  THE FRUM PEOPLE  DID NOT WANT A B.T.
THERE WAS A VERY TALENTAED  CHASIDISH PERSON WHO THE CHASIDISH PEOPLE  WANTED MR MENASH SCHARF JOE OVERRULED EVERY ONE AS USUAL
THE SAME THING HAPPENED WHEN THE YOUNGSTERS OF TOTTENHAM
WANTED THERE OWN ADATH YISROEL SYNAGOGUE  AND ROV
THEY DID NOT LISTEN TO HIM
I THINK HE AND HIS CHILDREN NEVER WENT IN THERE.
I CAN AND WILL TELL YOU A LOT MORE
HE WAS ALWAYS MOTIVATED BY JOE'S PRINCIPLES.

MY QUESTIONS NUMBER 1

JOE LOBENSTEIN ORBITUARY IN THE JEWISH TRIBUNE THIS WEEK
WAS TAKEN FROM HIS OWN BIOGRAPHY.
HIS MANY ACTIVITIES AND ACHIEVEMENTS IN HIS LIFE AS AN ASKAN WERE ACCIVED BY LIKE  MANY OF HIS FRIENDS NOT LETTING  ANY ONE BE COME AN ASKAN
LIKE THE JEWISH TRIBUNE WRITES HE WROTE A BOOK OF HIS MEMOIRS  WHICH IS NOW AT AN ADVANCED STAGE OF READINESS FOR PUBLICATION.
HIS WHOLE LIFE WAS FULL OF JOE LOBENSTEIN
WHAT A DISAPOINT HE WILL HAVE IN OLAM HAAMES.

MOBILE PHONES

I WAS WALKING IN THE STREET IN  STAMFORD HILL
THERE WAS A PERSON TALKING ON HIS MOBILE PHONE
I  STOPED AND STARTED TO LISTEN IN TO THE CONVERSATION
THE PERSON SAID TO ME THAT HIS CONVERSATION WAS  PRIVATE
I SAID TO THAT PERSON YOU CAN NOT HAVE A PRIVATE CONVERSATION IN A PUBLIC PLACE.
THERE IS A DIN YOU MY NOT READ SOMEONE ELSE LETTER
BUT YOU MAY READ A POST CARD.
WE HAVE LERNED A LOT FROM THE GOYIM MEN AND WOMEN WALKING AROUND NOT JUST TALKING ON THE PHONE
BUT HOLDING THIS עבודה זרה  IN THEIR HANDS  EVERY SECOND OF THE DAY.

JUST PRAY TO G-D

WE ALL SEE  THESE STUPIED ADVERTS
I SAID פרק שירה   FOR 40  DAYS AND WAS HELPED
OR TO BRING ABOUT A YESHUAH  FOR CHILD LESS COUPLES
THROUGH  TEFILLAH AT THE HOME OF THE ISHAH HASHUNAMIS.
YOU GIVE SOME MONEY RABBI CHAIM KANIEVSKY WILL PRAY FOR YOU
WHAT A LOAD OF  RUBBISH EVERY  BODEY WHO PRAYS TO G-D
IS NEAR TO G'D
HOW MANY  PEOPLE GAVE MONEY AND WERE NOT HELPED

AGUDA MEETING IN 95

THIS WILL EXPLAIN MY POINT
THERE WAS AN AGUDA MEETING IN 95 OVER 40 YEARS AGO
MY TWIN BROTHER AND I  WERE AT THE MEETING
AT THAT MEETING THERE WAS  QUESTIONTIME
MY .BROTHER ASKED JOE WHY  DOES  HE HAVE TO WEAR SO MANY HATS
IT IS TO MUCH FOR ONE  PERSON YOU  CAN NOT DO A GOOD JOB
I JOINED IN AND SAID GIVE OVER SOME OF THE WORK TO OTHERS
IT WAS SO L'SHEM SHOMAYIM HE HAD TO PUT HIS NOSE IN EVERYTHING
WHEN THE ARGUMENT GOT  VERY HEATED
RABBI AVROHOM PINTER SAID TO JOE YOU ARE LUCKY THERE MOTHER ONLY HAD TWINS NOT TRIPLETS
THE MAJOR PROBLEMS BY US JEWS
WE PASS THE L'SHEM SHOMAYIM
OVER FROM FATHERS TO SONS
THE RABBONIM AND RABBIS DO THE SAME THING
RABBI CHAIM WOSNER PASSED ON HIS JOB TO HIS SON YOSEF BINYOMIN HE IS COMPLETLY NOT CAPABLE OF BEING A ROV
BUT  YOSEF BINYOMIN DOES DOT CARE  HE WANTS TO BE A ROV.

REB YOSEF LOBENSTEIN Z.L.

I AM REALY PLEASED WITH THE SIXTEEN PAGE SPECIALY TRIBUTE
THE JEWISH TRIBUNE WAS LUCKY HE PASSED A WAY ON SUNDAY AND THEY HAD A WHOLE  WEEK FOR THE PICTURES AND ORBITUARY
JOE YOU COULD NOT HAVE  DONE IT BETTER YOURSELF
HE WAS FOR SURE A PILLAR OF THE KEHILLA AN OUTSTANDING ASKAN
AND HE MADE SURE TO PUT HIS NOSE IN TO EVERYTHING FROM A TO  Z
THE MORE D'ASRA AND RAV ELYOKIM SCHLESINGER
TALKED ABOUT HIS MIDAS  HA'EMESS
I KNOW A FEW THINGS  ABOUT  THEM
I DO  NOT  THINK THEY KNOW WHAT
MIDAS  HA'EMESS  IS
RABBI DOVID FRAND AND RABBI AVROHOM ZONSZAJN
ARE  TELLING THE TRUTH WHEN THEY SAY HE WAS ALSO ON MANY OTHER SUB COMMITTEES AND THAT HIS ASKANUS EXTENDED TO ALMOST EVERY FACET OF COMMUNAL LIFE
THIS INCLUDED ALMOST EVERY MAJOR ORGANISATION  IN LONDON
IT IS  TRUE THAT HIS  INTENTIONS WERE L'SHEM SHOMAYIM.
BUT HE WAS LIKE OTHERS IN LONDON  WHO THINK
L'SHEM SHOMAYIM MEANS  ONLY THEY MAY  ME BE AN ASKAN ,
AND THAT IS WHY NOTHING GETS   DONE.

TALKING MATTERS

IN THE UPDATED THIS WEEK 2 JULY 2015 YOUR WRITE  LINES
JOSE MARTIN
FOUNDER & DIRECTOR
TALKING MATTERS WELLBEING  CENTRE
GIVES ADVICE ON COUNSELLING COURSES
PLEASE BE AWARE THAT HER ORGANISATION IS NOT BACKED BY DAS TORAH
HER BACKGROUND IS NOT HAIMISH TO DAY AND NEVER WAS

NICHOLAS WINTON

IT IS A  PITY THAT THE HERO OF OUR TIME NICHOLAS  (  WINTON  ) WERTHEIMER WAS NOT SUCH A BIG HERO WHEN IT  CAME TO RECOGNISE THAT HE WAS JEWISH
EVEN THE JEWISH TRIBUNE  WRITES THAT HE WAS BORN OF JEWISH PARENTS
JUST SAY IT OUT HE WAS JEWISH
WHY IS THE B.T. EDITOR  OF THE JEWISH TRIBUNE IS SO NOT PROUD  OF BEING JEWISH
THAT NOT BEING PROUD OF BEING JEWISH IS THE BIGGEST CAUSE OF ANTISEMITISM.
THE FIRST TIME I HEARD OF NICHOLAS  WINTON WAS ON THE ESTHER RANTZON TELIVISON  PROGRAMME ON BBC ONE THATS  LIFE
ESTHER DID NOT  MENTION THAT HE WAS JEWISH.
IN THE JEWISH COMMUNITY WE HAVE  THE BIGGEST HERO
RABBI DR SCHONFELD
HE HAD NO RECOGNITION ON THIS WORLD FROM  THE PEOPLE HE SAVED
OR THE JEWISH  COMMUNITY.
THERE IS SOMETHING I HAVE LEARNED   FROM THESE TWO MEN
I HAVE TO WRITE OR OPEN MY MOUTH
TO WHAT I THINK IS THE PROPER THING TO DO.

STUPIED ADVERT

IN THE UPDATED THIS WEEK 25TH JUNE 2015
I SAW A STUPIED ADVERT
TEHILLIM KOLLEL'S
TRAVELER'S PROTECTION
SUMMER MEMBERSHIP
DEVOUT AND EDUCATED MEN RECITE THE ENTIRE SEFER TEHILLIM EACH DAY THROUGHOUT THE SUMMER SEASON PRAYING FOR YOU AND YOUR FAMILY SAFETY AND WELL BEING.
DO YOU REALY THINK THIS IS GOING TO BE A PROTECTION TO WHAT EVER NEEDS TO HAPPEN.
YOU DO NOT NEED THE TEHILLIM KOLLEL'S PROTECTION
EVERY JEW CAN PRAY TO HASHEM ALONE YOUR MEMBERSHIP PEOPLE ARE NOT NERER TO HASHEM.
AS IS WRITEN HASHEM IS CLOSE TO ALL WHO CALL ON HIM
WE ARE AS NEAR TO HASHEM AS YOUR MEMBERSHIP PROTECTION  PEOPLE.

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PROPERTY OWNERS

IIN THE UPDATED 25TH JUNE 2015
MRS  S
WRITES A LETTER TO THE  PROPERTY OWNERS
THE PROBLEMS WITH  THE  RENTS IS THAT BY FRUM YIDEN SPECIALY THERE IS NO LOVE THY NEIGHBOUR
YOUR  LANDLORDS CAN ONLY GO UP WITH THE  RENT IF THERE IS ANOTHER JEWISH PERSON READY TO PAY FOR THE FLAT THE HIGHER RATE
THE LANDLORDS DO NOT CARE ABOUT YOU IT DOSE NOT MAKE A DIFFRENCE HOW BIG A  BAL TZDOKA HE IS  OR HOW LONG HIS BEARD AND STRIMEL ARE.

WE SEE  THE RABBONIM COMING OUT AGAINST INTERNET
WHY DO THEY NOT COME OUT AGAINST THESE LANDLORDS WHO ARE  STOPING
YOUNG COUPLES GETTING MARRIED.
IF YOU GO TO THE COUNCIL ABOUT A FAIR RENT SCHEME
THEY WILL GO TO THE ROV AND PUT OUT NOTICES ON YOU
THAT YOU ARE A MOSSER.
THERE IS SOMETHING WE COULD DO LIKE WHEN THEY PUT A HOUSE IN THE AUCTIONS AFTER A REPOSSESSION THEY PUT THE NOTICES ROUND THE SYNAGOGUES THAT THIS HOUSE IS BEING SOLD AFTER A REPOSSESSION  AND THE OWNER IS TRYING TO GET IT BACK
PLEASE MAKE THE PRICE AS LOW AS POSSIBLE
WE COULD AND SHOULD DO THE SAME THING
PUT A NOTICE UP IN THE SYNAGOGUE WITH YOUR NAME AND FLAT YOU ARE LIVING IN AND THE RENT YOU ARE PAYING
THE NAME OF THE LANDLORD
AND TELL ING PEOPLE HOW MUCH HE WANTS NOW
AND ASKING PEOPLE NOT TO PAY MORE SO THAT IT WILL NOT BE WORTH FOR YOUR LANDLORD TO ASK YOU TO MOVE
BUT  BY US SELFISH YIDEN THERE WILL BE A
ROV OR RABBI WHO WILL SAY YOU MAY NOT DO THAT.

THIS WEEKS UPDATE

IT IS  A CHILUL HASHEM TO GO TO THESE COUNTRIES
PLEASE DO NOT BE STUPIED LEARN TO LOVE YOUR FELLOW JEW
IT IS NOT BLAMING EVERYTHING THAT A GOY DOES ON THE JEW WAKE UP A GOY DOES NOT LIKE A JEW.
MY MOTHER IN LAW WHO WAS SAVED  BY A LADY IN HOLLAND DURING THE WORLD WAR.
I MET HER ONCE  AND SHE SAID SHE WOULD NOT DO THAT AGAIN.
THANK G-D MADE THE WORLD  THAT  EVERY GOY HATS A JEWS.
LEARN HISTORY AND MAKE THE BLESSING  PROPERLY
BLESSED ARE YOU HASHEM FOR NOT HAVING MADE ME A GENTILE.
IF YOU LIKE THE BEST GOY MORE THAN YOU LIKE THE WORST JEW.
THERE IS SOMETHING WRONG WITH YOUR JEWISHNESS.

MY LIFE TO DAY

SINCE  MY WIFE DIED IT IS NOW OVER EIGHT  MONTHS.
AS I WRITE  A DIARY EVERY  DAY ( THIS IS SOMETHING I HAVE DONE NEARLY  ALL MY MARRIED LIFE )
I CAN SEE  THE CHAGES IN THE WAY I LOOK AT PEOPLE
I TRY  NOT TO  BE SO OUT SPOKEN BUT I AM MUCH MORE  TRUTFUL AND HONEST.
IT IS HARD FOR ME TO TOLERATE PEOPLE AND LISTEN TO THEIR STUPIED OPINIONS ON LIFE AND HOW TO LIVE.
I TALK A LOT TO G-D AND IF I WANT SOMETHING I TURN  TO HIM AS PEOPLE AND ALL SITUATION IN LIFE BELONG TO G-D AND THE  HUMAN IS ZERO.
IF SOMEONE HURTS ME I TURN TO G-D
I NEVER USED TO  TURN SO MUCH TO
G-D TO TAKE MY SIDE
I THINK IT IS THAT HALF OF ME HAS GONE TO THE  (OLAM HAAMES )  THE TRUTFUL WORLD.
AS MY WIFE AND  ME BE CAME ONE AND NOW THAT SHE HAS GONE HALF OF ME HAS  GONE.
IT IS  VERY PAINFUL FOR ME TO LIVE WITH  PEOPLE IN  THIS WORLD.
NEXT WEEK MY OLDEST SON IS COMING TO LONDON FOR A FEW DAYS
I TALK WITH HIM  EVERY DAY MORNING AND EVENINGS  ( he phones me )
BUT I HAVE NOT SEEN HIM FOR SIX MONTHS
WHEN HE KISS  ME HE SAYS THAT HE IS PART OF ME AND PART OF MY WIFE
AND WHEN  HE LOVES ME IT IS LIKE MY WIFE IS GIVING   ME LOVE.
I HAVE COME TO THE UNDERSTANDING THAT FRUM PEOPLE  DO NOT UNDERSTAND HOW IMPORTANT LOVE IN LIFE IS THEY THINK IT IS SOMETHING DIRTY.

CHILUL SHABBOS

IN THE  JEWISH  TRIBUNE  25 JUNE 2015
PINCHOS OSHER  ROHR WRITES ON THE  FRONT PAGE
ABOUT  THE  CHILUL  SHABBOS  OF A GIANT MALL IN ISRAEL
WAKE  UP PINCHOS OSHER ISRAEL IS NOT A  RELIGIONS COUNTRY AND THE NOT FRUM  ARE  GOING TO DO AS THEY WANT
JUST BECAUSE THEY  HAVE GIVEN IN ON A FEW  POINTS TO MAKE A GOVERMENT
THEY  LAUGH AT THE BETH DIN AND THE  CHAREIDI  WORLD
THEY  OPENLY  DO NOT KEEP SHABBOS
WHEN IT COMES TO ELAL
THEY  MAKE SPECIALY  FLIGHTS  ON MOTZEI SHABBOS
AND THE ORTHODOX  TRAVEL ON THOSE FLIGHTS
YOU WRITE THE CHAREIDI PUBLIC WILL  NOT ALLOW IT'S FUNDS TO BE INVESTED IN INITIATIVES WHICH  WILL DESECRATE  THE  SHABBOS
WENT IT  COMES TO THE  CHAREIDI PUBLIC I KNOW  THEM BETTER  WHEN IT COMES  TO MONEY
THE  MOST IMPORTANT THING  FOR  THE FRUMERS TO REMEMBER IS THAT ISRAEL IS NOT A
RELIGIONS COUNTRY.

AUSCHWITZ

ON THE  RADIO THIS MORNING THEY WERE TALKING ABOUT AUSCHWITZ  TWO  BOYS FROM A SCHOOL WERE CAUGHT STEALING FROM  AUSCHWITZ                                        NUMBER ONE
AUSCHWITZ  IS NOT THE JEWISH RELIGION IT IS A PLACE WERE OVER 2,000,000 PEOPLE  GAVE UP THEIR SOULS TO G-D
NUMBER TWO
KEEPING THE  TORAH IS THE  JEWISH  RELIGION
NUMBER  THREE
WHAT HAS AUSCHWITZ ACCIVED THERE ARE  STILL PLENTY  OF PEOPLE WHO SAY IT NEVER HAPPENED 
THE LAST THING I WANT TO SAY HOW MANY  JEWISH  PEOPLE  ARE THERE TO DAY WHO ARE IGNORANT IN THE  JEWISH  RELIGION.

UNDERSTANDING GABY

I EXPLAINED  TO  SOMEONE 
AS I EXPLAINED  TO  PEOPLE  ON  THE CRUISE
I CAN GO AND MIX AND TALK TO ALL KINDS OF PEOPLE WERE  EVER  THEY  ARE.
I SAY  WHAT  I WANT TO SAY AND WHAT I THINK NEEDS  TO  BE  SAID
I WILL  NOT DRESS OR SAY THINGS THAT  I SHOULD  BE  ACCPETED BY PEOPLE
I TOLD MY YESHIVA FRIEND OVER  FIFTY YEARS  M.B.D
YOU  SING FOR WHO YOU  WANT AND WERE YOU WANT AS LONG AS IN SIDE YOUR SELF  YOU  FEEL  YOU  ARE DOING  GOOD
BUT  DO  NOT CHANGE YOUR DRESS
OR YOUR  ORTHODOX LOOK
THE SAME  AS  I  TOLD  PEOPLE  ON
MY  T.V. PROGRAMME
TWO JEWS  ON A  CRUISE
I AM  WITH  YOU  ON THE  CRUISE  BUT I AM NOT  YOU
I STAY WITH  MY DRESS AND MY LIFE
EVEN  THOUGH  YOU  ARE  THE  MAJORITY  I AM NOT  ONE OF  YOU.

THE LEV SIMCHA

TO CUT A LONG STORY  SHORT AS POSSIBLE
MY DEAR WIFE TIKWAH A.H
WANTED A SECOND CHILD, BUT AS SHE HAD A STROKE WHEN  SHE WAS EXPECTING MY OLDEST SON
AND THE DOCTOR SAID TO HER THAT IT WAS A DANGER SHE COULD HAVE A STROKE AGAIN IF SHE BE CAME  PREGNANT.
I LOVED MY WIFE VERY MUCH.
IF SOMEONE LIKES EATING FISH HE DOSE NOT  LOVE FISH HE LOVES HIMSELF.
IF HE LOVES  FISH HE DOSE NOT EAT IT  I REFUSED TO LIVE WITH  MY WIFE AS    jI LOVED HER DEARLY AND I WAS SCARED SHE SHOULD BE COME PREGNANT.
SHE WROTE  A  LETTER IN ENGLISH TO THE RABBI THE LEV SIMCHA SAYING THAT I WAS NOT CORECT EVEN THOUGH I DID IT OUT OF LOVE FOR HER.
SHE  WROTE TO THE LEV SIMCHA  SAYING IT WAS  HER LIFE AND  SHE HAS ARIGHT TO PUT HER LIFE IN DANGER TO HAVE A SECOND CHILD
I WAS  IN ISRAEL BY THE LEV SIMCHA
I  TOLD HIM WHAT THE DOCTOR SAID
AND THAT MY MOTHER AND MY GRANDMOTHER  (MY FATHERS  MOTHER ) DIED WHEN GIVING  BIRTH
AND I  NEED  MY WIFE TO BE  A MOTHER TO MY OLDEST SON
I DID  NOT WANT HIM  GROWING UP WITH OUT A  MOTHER
THE LEV SIMCHA TURNED TO MY COUSIN AND ASKED HIM WHAT DOES SHE SAY
HE ANSWERD TO THE LEV SIMCHA
THAT MY WIFE SAID IT IS HER  LIFE AND SHE HAS ARIGHT TO SACRIFICE HER LIFE TO HAVE A SECOND CHILD
THE LEV SIMCHA ANSWERD THAT SHE IS RIGHT.
SHE BE CAME PREGNANT AND HAD A SECOND STROKE
THANK G-D IT DID NOT EFFECT THE CHILD AND  SHE  RCOVERD
SHE  DIED EIGHT MONTHS  AGO AND MY SECOND SON IS 31 YEARS OLD.

OUR MEN AND WOMEN

OUR  MEN  AND  WOMEN SPECIALY THE  YOUTH ARE  FULL  OF
INJOY    INJOY     INJOY  AND  I NEED  THIS  AND THAT
THEY  DO NOT  CARE  IF THE  PARENTS  ARE  RICH OR  POOR
THEY  MUST HAVE IT
NOT  ONLY DO  THEY  GET  MARRIED  TO YOUNG  AND THEY  HAVE  NOT BEEN  EXPLAINED  BY THE PARENTS OR THERE  EDUCATORS  WHAT  MARRIED  LIFE  WITH A PARTNER IS ALL ABOUT 
( G-D made the world  that  two different  people get married  and  there work  is to understand each  other and be come one)
IF THE RABBIS THINK WHAT  I AM SAYING IS WRONG.
I OPEN  TO BE CHALENGED  ! ! !  !
IF WE  DO  NOTHING  ABOUT IT THE PROBLEMS WE HAVE TO DAY WILL BE NOTHING  TO THE  PROBLEMS  WE ARE GOING TO HAVE IN YEARS TO COME
I TO DAY CAN SEE THE HOLINESS OF MY  DEAR WIFE A.H
HOW SHE WAS GIVEN YEARS TO LIVE AND EDUCATED MY TWO BOYS
WHEN  MY WIFE CHALENGED ME BY THE LEV SIMCHA Z.L
AND I SAID TO HIM I NEED A MOTHER FOR MY SON.

אפגעהיטענע יונגרמאםן

WHEN READING THE ORTHODOX JEWS  MEDIA BE  HONEST  WITH YOURSELF
WE HAVE NO INTREST IN BEING  A FRUM  JEW
WE ARE  ONLY INTRESTED
INJOY  INJOY  INJOY ! ! !
THE  ADVERTS ARE  FULL OF FOOD NOSH  AND HOLIDAYS ETC.ETC.
THE WOMAN DO  NOT BEHAVE DISCREETLY AND B'TZNIUS SPECIALY  WHEN THEY ARE  NOT IN THE JEWISH  AREA OR ON HOLIDAYS THEY EAT IN THE STREETS AND THATS WHAT  THEY  TEACH THERE CHILDREN.
THEY GO TO PLACES WERE FRUM PEOPLE  SHOULD  NOT  GO.
I THINK  THE ROV  SHOULD BAN HAVING  CHILDREN ( as these women are not prepared  to  bring down holy souls ) AS THE CHILDREN  OF TO  DAY HAVE NO IDEA HOW  TO  BRING UP CHILDREN.                                               THEY HAVE THEM BUT THE MOTHER AND FATHERS  FIND THE CHILDREN A BOTHER
THEY  JUST WANT TO  GET RIDE OF THEM SPECIALY  IN THE  HOLIDAYS  
I DO  NOT WANT TO  THINK  WHAT  THE FUTURE  GENERATION  IS GOING TO BE
LIKE  G-D HELP US