SINCE MY WIFE DIED IT IS NOW OVER EIGHT MONTHS.
AS I WRITE A DIARY EVERY DAY ( THIS IS SOMETHING I HAVE DONE NEARLY ALL MY MARRIED LIFE )
I CAN SEE THE CHAGES IN THE WAY I LOOK AT PEOPLE
I TRY NOT TO BE SO OUT SPOKEN BUT I AM MUCH MORE TRUTFUL AND HONEST.
IT IS HARD FOR ME TO TOLERATE PEOPLE AND LISTEN TO THEIR STUPIED OPINIONS ON LIFE AND HOW TO LIVE.
I TALK A LOT TO G-D AND IF I WANT SOMETHING I TURN TO HIM AS PEOPLE AND ALL SITUATION IN LIFE BELONG TO G-D AND THE HUMAN IS ZERO.
IF SOMEONE HURTS ME I TURN TO G-D
I NEVER USED TO TURN SO MUCH TO
G-D TO TAKE MY SIDE
I THINK IT IS THAT HALF OF ME HAS GONE TO THE (OLAM HAAMES ) THE TRUTFUL WORLD.
AS MY WIFE AND ME BE CAME ONE AND NOW THAT SHE HAS GONE HALF OF ME HAS GONE.
IT IS VERY PAINFUL FOR ME TO LIVE WITH PEOPLE IN THIS WORLD.
NEXT WEEK MY OLDEST SON IS COMING TO LONDON FOR A FEW DAYS
I TALK WITH HIM EVERY DAY MORNING AND EVENINGS ( he phones me )
BUT I HAVE NOT SEEN HIM FOR SIX MONTHS
WHEN HE KISS ME HE SAYS THAT HE IS PART OF ME AND PART OF MY WIFE
AND WHEN HE LOVES ME IT IS LIKE MY WIFE IS GIVING ME LOVE.
I HAVE COME TO THE UNDERSTANDING THAT FRUM PEOPLE DO NOT UNDERSTAND HOW IMPORTANT LOVE IN LIFE IS THEY THINK IT IS SOMETHING DIRTY.
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Thursday 25 June 2015
MY LIFE TO DAY
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