MY DREAM

I HAD A DREAM
IN THIS DREAM I WAS HAVING AN ARGUMENT WITH A FEW YIDEN
WHAT THE WORK OF A JEW IS ON THIS WORLD
I WAS SAYING THAT A JEWS WORK IS TO BELIEV AND SEE THAT EVERY THING THAT HAPPENS TO YOU GOOD OR BAD IS FOR YOUR BENEFIT
BELIEVING IN HASHEM MEANS TO SEE                          .     
G-DS HAND IN EVERYTHING
IF SOMEONE TELLS ME SOMETHING OR I MEET SOMEONE IT IS THE HAND OF
G-D.
I DO NOT ALWAYS SEE IT OR UNDERSTAND IT.
WHEN HASHEM OPEND MY EYES TO SEE HIS HAND IT BRINGS ME TO BELIEV
WHEN I  BUY A LOTTERY TICKET AND WIN I SEE THE HAND OF G-D
BUT WHAT IS THE USE TO ME BUYING A LOTTERY TICKET AND NOT WINING
MY MIND IS TO SMALL TO UNDERSTAND THE PURPOSE OF THIS WORLD AND WHY G-D MADE IT
I DO NOT UNDERSTAND WHY G-D MADE MY WIFE AND ME TIKWAH A.H. FALL SO DEEPLY IN LOVE.
AND THEN TAKE HER A WAY FROM ME
I HAVE TO WORK ON BELIEVING THAT  G-D DID THIS AND IT IS FOR MY GOOD
THIS IS VERY VERY HARD
I CAN ONLY PRAY TO G-D TO OPEN MY EYES AND THAT WILL BRING ME NEARER TO HASHEM
ANONYMOUS YOU ARE LIKE RABBI ROBERTS AND HIS FRIENDS YOU ARE COWARDS TO FACE ME.
FACE TO FACE EVEN WHEN I HAD DIN TORAH IN FRONT OF RABBI ROBERTS
HE DID NOT TALK DIRECT TO ME
THE MAN IS SO SNOBBISH
THE ROV RABBI PADWAH CAN LEARN WITH ME AND HE TREATS YOU AS SUB HUMAN
ALL OUR TROUBLES COMES FROM JEWS LIKE HIM AND YOU.