MY REBBE

MY DEAR WIFE AND I ARE AT THE STAGE IN LIFE WHICH WE GOT TO WITH A LOT OF TOIL AND TRUST IN THE RIBONO SHEL OLOM.
WHERE I CAN OPEN MY LIFE STORY AND TELL YOU STORIES ABOUT US AND HOW WE WORKED TOGETHER TO BRING INTO OUR  LIFE LOVE FOR EACH OTHER
AND THEN LOVE FOR THE RIBONO SHEL OLOM.

NUMBER ONE, THERE MUST NEVER BE A LIE BETWEEN THE TWO OF YOU.
GOOD OR BAD THE TRUTH MUST PREVAIL AS TRUTH IS THE NAME OF G=D.
AND WHERE TRUTH IS, G=D IS THERE EVERY MINUTE OF YOUR LIFE.
THIS WITH THE HELP OF G=D I HAVE PASSED ON TO MY CHILDREN.

THE BEIS YISROEL SAID TO SOMEONE:
IF I PROMISE HIM SOMETHING THEN IT IS A PROMISE I WILL NOT BREAK IT.
I KNOW OF SOMEONE WHO WAS VERY NEAR TO THE BEIS YISROEL.
THE REBBE CAUGHT HIM TELLING  A LIE, HE WAS FINISHED. HE STILL HAD A PLACE BY THE REBBE. EVERYBODY HAD A PLACE. BUT IT WAS NOT THE SAME AS BEFORE.

BUT IF YOU TOLD HIM THE TRUTH, HOWEVER BAD YOU WERE,
YOU STILL HAD A PLACE BY HIM.
I USED TO COME EVERY YEAR FOR ROSH HASHONA TILL
AFTER SUCCOS TO THE BEIS YISROEL.
SOME LONDON PEOPLE DID NOT LIKE ME IN GUR .THEY STILL DON'T .
SO THEY SENT A MESSAGE TO THE BEIS YISROEL
THAT GABY LOCK WATCHES TELEVISION.

AFTER SUCCOS WHEN I WENT PRIVATELY INTO THE BEIS YISROEL
WITH A QUITTEL, JUST BEFORE LEAVING FOR LONDON,
IN MY QUITTER WAS WRITTEN ASKING A BLESSING FOR TORAH LEARNING.
THE BEIS YISROEL TURNED TO ME WHILE HOLDING MY QUITTEL IN
HIS HOLY HAND.
HE ASKED ME: " YOU WATCH TELEVISION ? " ( THIS WAS BEFORE I MADE PROGRAMS )
IN THE SECONDS THAT PASSED, I THOUGHT IN MY HEART,
HOW CAN I LIE HOWEVER BIG THE EMBARRASSMENT IS ?
I ANSWERED HIM :"  I HAVE A BIG DESIRE TO WATCH ,
I DO NOT HAVE DESIRES TO SMOKE OR DRINK,
BUT IN HALF AN HOUR I CAN UNDERSTAND THINGS WHICH
WOULD TAKE ME HOURS TO READ IN BOOKS
AND THE ILLUSTRATIONS  ARE MUCH BETTER ." 
HE LET ME STAND IN FRONT OF HIM FOR TWO MINUTES ( THAT WAS VERY LONG ).
THEN HE STRETCHED HIS HOLY HAND OUT AND SAID TO ME
BE CAREFUL AS MUCH AS YOU CAN.

I ASKED FOR A BLESSING THAT I SHOULD HAVE A DESIRE FOR TORAH LEARNING
THE SAME AS I HAVE TO WATCH TELEVISION,
 HE BLESSED ME WITH THAT.
 THE BEIS YISROEL, WHEN YOU STOOD IN FRONT OF HIM, 
BECAME YOU AND UNDERSTOOD YOU.
EVEN THOUGH HE WAS FAR AWAY FROM YOUR BEHAVIOUR.
"THEY TREMBLED BEFORE HIM
YET THEY BEGGED TO BE ADMITTED INTO HIS PRESENCE."