DAY IN DAY OUT

DAY  IN DAY  OUT
MY QUESTION  IS
WHATS THIS LIFE ALABOUT ?
SINCE LOSING MY  WIFE AND  NOT BEING ABLE TO  FORGET HER.
I  AM ALWAYS THINKING .
WILL I MEET  HER IN THE WORLD  TO COME.?
ALSO HOW  LONG  WILL THIS PAIN IN MY LIFE STILL TAKE THAT I MISS MY PARTNER ?
ALSO WHEN I DIE WILL I MEET HER ON THE  OTHER SIDE.?
IN THE  WORLD  TO  COME
PEOPLE ARE  VERY  SCARED  TO  ASK THESE QUESTIONS
PEOPLE,  THINK THE WORLD TO COME IS JUST LIKE THIS WORLD .
BUT  THAT IS  NOT  TRUE.
WE HAVE  NO UNDERSTANDING 
OF G-D AND THE WORLD TO  COME
G-D  DOSE NOT LET US UNDERSTAND HIM OR THE WORLD  TO COME .
SO WHAT EVER I THINK OR  UNDERSTAND
THE  WORLD  TO COME IS
IT IS NOT.
SO I WILL NOT JUST DIE AND MEET UP WITH MY DEAR WIFE A.H AS I WAS IN THIS WORLD.
SO ANY PARTNERSHIPS OR WEALTH OR POSITIONS YOU  HAVE IN THIS WORLD IS A NOTHING
SO  MY QUESTION IS WHAT'S  THIS WORLD  ALL ABOUT.?
IS IT AS WE THINK WE ARE  HERE  TO
INJOY   INJOY   INJOY
THAT IS RUBBISH.