ABOUT ME

LAST NIGHT I HAD AN INTERESTING DREAM,

I DREAMT THAT I HAD DIED IN BED, AND THE CHEVRA KADISHA WERE GETTING ME READY FOR MY LEVAYE,

THE INTERESTING THING THAT HAPPENED WAS THAT WHEN I WOKE UP, I WAS AWAKE, BUT I KEPT ON THINKING THAT I WAS DEAD.IT TOOK ME ALONG TIME TO WAKE UP THAT I WAS ALIVE.

I WENT BACK IN TO MY DAY, TO FIND OUT WERE THIS KIND OF STRONG  DREAM COMES FROM .

I KNOW THAT DURING THE DAY, I HAD THOUGHTS ABOUT MYSELF, THAT I DO NOT HAVE A VALUE,AND AM NOT NEEDED FOR ANYTHING, LIKE A PIECE OF RUBBISH, THAT YOU THROW AWAY IN TO THE DUSTBIN 

THANK G-D I HAVE BELIEVE IN HASHEM  AND KNOW THESE THOUGHTS ARE FROM THE YATZER HORAH WHO WANTS TO BRAKE MY STRONG BELIEF IN HASHEM AND THAT I SHOULD TAKE NO NOTICE OF THEM. 

THESE FEELINGS MAKE ME FEEL THAT NO WOMEN OR MAN WANTS TO BEFRIEND ME AND TALK TO ME NO ONE NEEDS ME FOR ANY JOB ETC,ETC.AND I FEEL READY FOR THE DUSTBIN. 

BUT THANK G-D STANDS BY MY SIDE AND DOES NOT LET ME FALL IN TO DEPRESSION.

BUT I ALSO THOUGHT THAT IF ONE PERSON BEFRIENDED ME PROPERLY THE YETZER HARAH WOULD HAVE NO PLACE

BY CHANCE I WAS TO DAY BY A LEVAYA AND THE SPEAKERS WERE APOLOGIZING THAT WE DID NOT DO ENOUGH WHEN THIS PERSON WAS ALIVE.

YOU CAN ANSWER ME PERSONALLY MY EMAIL IS

gaby5706@gmail.com