YESTERDAY I MEET A MAN THAT I HAD NOT SEEN IN OVER THREE YEARS, HE TOLD ME AN INTERESTING STORY.
ABOUT THREE YEARS AGO HE WENT TO A HOSPITAL IN LONDON HE COULD NOT BREATH WELL, THE DOCTOR TOLD HIM YOU HAVE THREE MONTHS TO LIVE, YOU NEED A LUNG TRANSPLANT AND YOU ARE TO OLD TO HAVE ONE IN THIS COUNTRY, GO TO THE U.S.A. IT WILL COST YOU BUT THEY HAVE NO AGE LIMIT THERE, IT WILL COST YOU OVER A MILLION DOLLARS, THAT IS ONE OF THE REASONS I WOULD NOT LIVE IN THE GOLDEN COUNTRY, EVERYTHING IS MONEY.
LUCKILY THIS MAN HAD A PRIVATE HEALTH INSURANCE AND THEY WERE PREPARED TO PAY.
MY DEAR WIFE TIKWAH A.H. THE HOSPITAL DID NOT TELL HER THAT HER HEART WAS NEARING THE END SHE DIED IN ISRAEL FROM HEART FAILURE,
I FEEL GILT THAT HAD I KNOWN I COULD HAVE TAKEN HER TO THE U.S.A. FOR A HEART TRANSPLANT, AS I AM A RELIGIOUS JEW I SHOULD HAVE BETCHON, ( BELIEVE IN G-D THAT WAS WHAT HE WANTED ) AND HER TIME HAD COME TO PASS ON.
THE SAME IS FOR THOSE WHO SURVIVED THE HOLOCAUST AND EVEN THOSE WHO DID NOT. THOSE WHO SURVIVED NEW HOW TO GET AWAY, AS AN ORTHODOX JEW I HAVE TO BELIEVE IT IS ALL FROM ABOVE
DURING THE WEEK I EAT EVERY DAY IN BEIS HAVSHIL THEY GIVE A LOVELY MEAL IT IS LIKE A RESTAURANT, IT WAS MADE FOR PEOPLE WHO COME TO LONDON COLLECTING FUNDS, THEY SHOULD HAVE WERE TO EAT, I TALK TO THEM, NEARLY ALL OF THEM EARN A LIVING WAGE IN ISRAEL, BUT WHEN IT COMES FOR THEIR CHILD TO BE MARRIED THEY HAVE NOTHING TO GIVE TO THE YOUNG COUPLE, BUT THEY PROMISE THOUSANDS OF DOLLARS. TO MAKE THE SHIDUCH.
I ASK THEM IF YOU HAVE NOT GOT THE MONEY WHY DID YOU PROMISE, THEY ANSWER ME THERE WOULD NOT HAVE BEEN A SHIDUCH.
I TELL THEM WERE IS YOUR EMUNA IN HASHEM IF THIS IS THE SHIDUCH FOR YOU THEN THERE WOULD HAVE BEEN THE MONEY, WITH OUT COLLECTING.
EMUNA IN HASHEM IS VERY HARD TO HAVE, I HAVE TO BELIEV THAT MY WIFE'S TIME TO DIE HAD COME AND THAT HASHEM WANTED SHE SHOULD DIE IN ISRAEL, I DO NOT UNDERSTAND IT.
IF I DO NOT BELIEVE IN THAT WAY I AM LACKING IN EMUNA AND WILL ALWAYS FEEL GILTY THAT I DID NOT DO ENOUGH.
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THERE SEEMS TO BE THAT LOTS OF PEOPLE WHO ARE ON THE KOSHER TAG CAN NOT GET MY YOU TUBE BLOGS AS I AM BAND BY THEM.
SO THERE ARE PEOPLE WHO DOWN LOAD MY BLOGS AND PASS THEM ON.
AS LOTS OF PEOPLE COME UP TO ME AND TELL ME ON WHAT I HAVE WRITTEN, THEY TELL ME THAT SOMEONE SENT IT TO THEM ON EMAIL
SOME ONE ASKED ME HOW DO YOU GET TO THAT STANDARD OF EMUNA ( BELIVE IN G-D )
I TELL THEM I AM STILL WORKING ON IT AND I STARTED WHEN MY DEAR WIFE PASSED AWAY NUMBER ONE IS IF YOU MISS A BUS OR AN EXIT ON THE MOTOR WAY NOT TO BE ANGRY WITH YOURSELF BUT THAT IF G-D MADE YOU MISS THE BUS OR THE EXIT IT MUST BE FOR THE GOOD EVEN IF YOU DO NOT SEE IT OR UNDERSTAND THE PURPOSE OF IT.
IF YOU ARE ANGRY WITH YOUR SELF WHEN A MISTAKE HAPPENS IT IS A LACK OF BELIEVE IN G-D. EMUNA.
YOU HAVE TO PLAN YOUR DAY OR WHAT YOU ARE GOING TO DO BUT YOU MUST ALWAYS REMEMBER THAT WHAT HAPPENS IS BETICHON IN HASHEM.
Does that mean hashem is telling you and us not to read your blogs and we should not question him even if you do not "understand the purpose of it".
S TREBOR
YOU AND YOUR FRIENDS ARE THE ONES WHO UNDERSTAND HASHEM
YOU READ MY BLOG BECAUSE YOU WANT TO READ IT
YOU AND YOUR FRIENDS ARE THE JEWISH PEOPLE WHO ARE PERFECT AND ALWAYS BLAME OTHERS FOR WHAT THEY DO.
I DO NOT THINK I HAVE MET YOU BUT I THINK YOU ARE A BIG FUCKING SHIT
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