DO NOT RELY ON HUMANS

ONE OF THE BIGEST LESSONS  THE PASSING OF MY DEAR  WIFE A.H. HAS TAUGHT ME  IS THAT I FORGOT PSALM 146 WE  SAY DO  NOT RELY ON HUMANS FOR HE  HOLDS  NO SALVATION.
IN THE  BEGINNING AFTER MY  DEAR  WIFE A.H. PASSING I DID EFFORT TO  MEET  PEOPLE AND BE NICE  TO  THEM THAT  I SHOULD  NOT SUFFER FROM  LONELINESS AS
I DEPEND A LOT  ON FRIENDS  AND  FAMILY FOR  SOLACE.  
99% OF PEOPLE  DO NOT  UNDERSTAND THE  LOVE  MY  WIFE AND ME HAD
WHEN  WE LOVED EACH OTHER  AT THE TIME ONLY  THE THIRD PARTNER HASHEM WHOM WE BOTH LOVED WITH  ALL OUR HEARTS  WAS THERE
WE USED THE  LOVE  FOR  EACH  OTHER TO LOVE  HASHEM.
MY SONS SAY TO ME WHEN  THEY  KISS ME WITH ALL THERE HEART
WE CAN LOVE YOU  LIKE YOUR WIFE AS  WE ARE PART OF HER
AND I FEEL THIS WHEN THEY KISS ME.
FOR  SOLACE I TURN  AND PRAY TO G-D
FOR HELP
DO NOT  WASTE  YOUR  TIME WITH HUMANS
WHO HAVE  NEVER  LEARNED TO  BE  HONEST  AND BE COME  ONE WITH  THERE PARTNER
THEY HAVE  LOVED THEMSELVS AND NOT LOVED EACH OTHER.
HOW ARE  THEY  GOING  TO  UNDERSTAND  ME.